I applied to this doggy daycare place called Dogtopia. Wouldn't that be amazing?? Also applied for a few caretaker positions. For elderly people, disabled, and such. It'd be a good experience and probably a nice touch to the resume once I get a nursing degree.

To be honest, I just need something right now, anything, and I wouldn't be surprised if I wind up at HEB some time soon. I'm sure a lot of places need people for the holdays, and since I'm apparently going to be completely alone this year I guess that means I'm free. GO ME!

I uploaded some new-ish icons. Kitty hugs all around, yo.

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disastrophobe, where are you? :(

My mom wants to go see This Is It with me tonight. I mistakenly said I'd wanted to see it after she mentioned reading about it. It's... weird. I don't have a good relationship with her nor my dad. Especially lately she has been PISSING ME OFF. She wants to go to Lakeline. I am NOT going unless we go to the Drafthouse. Hate me for being selfish, but I'm not going back to that shit theater- especially for MJ. And drinking a beer next to her would just make my night. I really want to see this film and I'm anxious about seeing it with her because I know she will ruin it for me with her comments. "Oh he was soooo sweet and then..." SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP.

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OMFG I JUST LOST MY ENTIRE FARMVILLE I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED THE REMOVE BUTTON APPLICATION HOLY FUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EDIT: gots it back YAY

I HATE TODAY.

Current Mood: aggravated

Waking up and dancing naked to this is my new favorite thing.

TURN IT UP.

I'm pretty positive that Conan likes him and The Strokes very genuinely.

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oh god. one of my friends is friends with stalker boy on facebook. shite.

i have three red bites on my left cheek. what the hell.

i started my per.i.od. it's another one of those AWFUL ones. my back hurts so bad. i need a hot tub. and pickles.

i just pooped!

OH MY GOD STALKER BOY CALLED AGAIN like three times, came over, left a voicemail AND A TEXT. what the hell. i told my mom to say I WASN'T HOME. and she decides to say instead that i'm busy. WTF MOM? "i don't want to lie" wtf wtf. yes YOU DO LIE TO CRAZY PEOPLE. ahhhh what the hell. now i have a MAD stalker. great. just fucking great. uugggh.

Oh. My. God. Julian Casablancas' new album is so different and amazing. I LOVE IT. Eeeeee! I'm so happy I could cry! I want the box set SO BAD but of course I'll never get it because I'm poor. :( Oh well. I'm glad it leaked and I got to hear it!!


Keiko keeps hurting my feelings. He only wants to cuddle on HIS time. He'll be all sweet and nuzzle up close to my body for awhile and then all of sudden he pops up as if I did something wrong and then he either goes to the floor or to the very very very edge at the end of the bed. :'( He also does this downstairs. He'll chill on the couch with me very rarely these days. Then he's either on the floor ignoring me or off in the kitchen sleeping. MEANY! I was trying to get him interested in the animals on this PBS show last night. I mean alligators, tigers, lions, snakes, all that. You'd think that cat would like WHOA WHAT THE HELL IS THIS. But no. He's just like yea whatever, just let me go lay over there. *zzz*

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Just downloaded Julian Casablancas' solo album. My computer can't read the file, so I sent it to Eric. I'm SO nervous and anxious and gaaaah. I know I'm a selfish baby. It's just how it is between The Strokes and I. It's all very bitter sweet. Ahhh. I'm going crazy! I keep making the mistake of reading people's comments here and there about them. I nearly start to cry when I see people saying stupid or mean things. Or when people say *gasp* that they're going to break up. No they're noooooooooooott waaaaah they said they're working on their new albuummM! fdkfsdl;feoirkl;snfhfdsf

sometimes i talk to them through the posters on my wall

I love love love when my cat wakes me up. <333 I'm not feeling good at all but that made my morning. Nothin' better than Keiko cuddles.


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Does anybody still use AIM these days? I'm lilbitcrazy66. Don't judge me. That was my first sn ever and I will not let go. Add me you guyzzz so we can talk, like, forveer! And because, you know, I don't think I'll be in IRC ever again...

Went out and saw Paranormal Activity yesterday with sdx. It was... interesting. Ha. It kind of creeped me out at some parts, but really not worth the hype. Afterward we went to Taco Cabana and ate and then sat around and talked for for ev er. Good times. I forgot to take a picture though. :( Next time!

Welcome to the new, and improved AMA: Ask Missy Anything.

Just kidding. I thought it would be fun though if I asked a question once a week, maybe every Saturday. You can respond and discuss or you can just read and think. Thinking is cool. Everyone is doing it.

What do you think the internet has de-sensitized the most?

I'd say (because of youtube) it's now one minute instead of fifteen minutes of fame.

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My last post was worded poorly. I of course don't want everyone from AMA off. I've gotten to know a lot of you, and just added some of you! I've been sick of AMA for awhile, and recent events just put me over the edge. I more meant to say that you're welcome to delete me, no hard feelings.

It's time for my artful exit. Those of you who are just here from AMA can go ahead and delete me. I'm sick of the ridiculous immaturity I've seen.

Ugggh I hate myself. And I forgot I have to see Benton today. Gaaaah. I HATE driving way over there. It KILLS me. I have no gas. I have no money. I have nothing good to say and I'm just going to be a cranky bitch. Fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck.

Uh, yeah, I really want to play this. I've only got the simplest part though, and a shitty keyboard with notes that don't always work.





^^That's about all I can do, poorly.


I want to play with a grand piano. Just touch soft keys. AND POUND THEM. Over and over and over.

I always have liked this song as well. BEFORE ALL THE HYPE AND THAT STUPID COMMERCIAL.




2:30 <3 I'm trying to teach myself that little part. My fingers won't strech far though. :/




Both of these people play just by ear, which is so freaking awesome and what I wish, and try and terribly fail, to do.

I'm trying to teach my left arm that it has to cooperate but it just won't. It will by itself but then I add the right and it just starts fuckin around. I think it's jealous... It should really take this oppourtunity to step up. Either way, it's not going so well.

sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think,
I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside
remembering all the times you've felt that way, and
you walk to the bathroom, do your toilet, see that face
in the mirror, oh my oh my oh my, but you comb your hair anyway,
get into your street clothes, feed the cats, fetch the
newspaper of horror, place it on the coffee table, kiss your
wife goodbye, and then you are backing the car out into life itself,
like millions of others you enter the arena once more.

you are on the freeway threading through traffic now,
moving both towards something and towards nothing at all as you punch
the radio on and get Mozart, which is something, and you will somehow
get through the slow days and the busy days and the dull
days and the hateful days and the rare days, all both so delightful
and so disappointing because
we are all so alike and so different.

you find the turn-off, drive through the most dangerous
part of town, feel momentarily wonderful as Mozart works
his way into your brain and slides down along your bones and
out through your shoes.

it's been a tough fight worth fighting
as we all drive along
betting on another day.